hmmm.....

You're a part of this world because you want to be.

hmmm.... Highschool, I can't wait to get into pepperdine, i love where I am and all but I'm sick of highschool. I just want to be in college to see all my hard work be paid off, It's hard to stay focused on a goal when you never get to see the benefits of it.

You're a part of my life because I want you to be.

I think it'll be alot different too, and to live in dorms and come hom eon the weekends, I'm glad I don't plan on going far away.

I'm a part of your lif ebecause I want to be.

I love the people in my life, it's so great, I'm really frustrated with school though and expectations. Anyways, highschool is too filled with girls who will do anything to get guys and guys who want nothing but to get into the girls pants, It's really frustrating, but I'm glad I've found by niche, I'm really happy where i am.

Sit under a tree with me,
just staring at the stars,
hold me and tell me that you love me,
and show me,
Kiss me pouring rain,
and never ever let go

I love you baby, You're my everything, I'm seriously so unbelievably ecstatic, I dont think it could be anymore perfect and surreal. You make me smile when it's the last thing I want to do



I want to be with you forever

My greateast fear is one day I'll wake up and you won't be there anymore.

"Because I said so"

I think those are my four least favorite words, haha
I've come to realize, like actually realize, parents just care about you,
sure sometimes they seem completely unfair and unrealistic and you get pissed, but they really just love you and want whats best for your future, which sometimes isn't what you want now,
It sucks and I don't like it, but at least I understad it now.

• My sport is your sports punishment
• The faster you run the faster you're done
• Real athletes run. All others just play games
• Cross Country: no substitutions, no time outs, and nobody sits the bench.
• Eat. Sleep. Run. *# 1 & 2 are optional

I miss running, it got my frustrations out, it was peaceful, helped me focus and made me feel accomplished, I want to start again, I really really miss it.

And I think it'd be really good ot have for college.

It really is addicting, I can't honest believe I'm saying I miss waking p at 8 am on weekends to go run 6 miles, while all my friends are sleeping, haha It's like a drug, I got addicted and now i miss it like hell. I'm going to get my 4k time down this year its my goal to make it on the xc team at Pepperdine last year (out of just the top 50) their fastest runner was: 14:43.18 and slowest was: 16:03.39 so if I can just get an easy medium somewhere in their then I'll be good, and running on the beach, oh gosh that'd be tough but so so so amazing.

I want to start running again.

hmmmmm, well I'm done rambling for now, there's more i want to say but I don't feel like typing anymore, so I'll do it later.

I love your smile, you laugh, they way you look at me, the way you hold me, I love everything about you, never leave me.